The Story
of One Path

«This book is written by a liminal and for liminals.

Liminal — from the Latin limen, threshold — is a person who lives on the border. Between ordinary life and something bigger. Between what everyone sees and what only he feels. Between light and darkness — not because he cannot choose, but because he sees both sides. In esoteric circles such people are called "grey." But grey does not mean indifferent. It means: has been on both sides of the border and knows how it is arranged there, and there.

If you are reading these lines and feel this is about you — you can no longer pretend the world is arranged simply, but you still do not know how it is actually arranged — welcome. You are among your own.» — Telim Maat, Introduction

This is the life story of an ordinary man. Ten years in the IT business in the grey zone of the internet. Three launches, three losses, one understanding. At 22 — an uninvited contact with something that cannot be explained rationally. Shamanic illness — a crisis that throws you out of ordinary life and forces you to search for answers where you never looked before.

Sixteen years of searching. And a book — a map of that journey. Written in the language of a tech person: without esoteric terminology in the first part, without moral sermons, without promises. Only experience — and then a name for that experience.